I had another nightmare last night about Matt... I went to his house and told me that I loved him and begged him to be with me!! I wanted to start a family and be with him. I woke up at four with this dream in my head. I didn't want to go back to sleep because I didn't want to hurt again. I kind of wish my dream was real. I want to ask Matt one more time to be with me, but I'm to much of a scardey cat. Also I already have all these plans to be a nurse, give the baby to better parents then us, and just life. I don't know what to do. :( Just let life be...
Here's some pictures of the couple and I :)
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