momma's girl

Henslee cries when i hold her.
She only wants to be in her moms arms
She doesn't remember me.
It hurts... :(
I miss her.
I wish she could remember my voice
I sometimes think that she's so clingy because of me. Like she didn't hear my familiar voice for a while when she went home with Jesse and Jaymie so now she's scared that she is going to be taken away from them. It's all my fault for everything. Oh how I wish she was still in my arms. I wish she would cry to come back to my arms. I know she is not mine. It just hurts....

Life is going well for me and I know that there will be a happier ending for me one day, but right now i'm hurting.