I've seen better days

Well........
I get to go see Little Miss Henslee tomorrow and I CAN'T WAIT!!! but i'm way nervous because i'm pmsing and am scared that if Henslee cries again when i hold her i will just start crying. I'm sitting here typing this and crying thinking about it!!!! I want her to know me and know that I LOVE HER more then anything in the world. I wish she would know that. I hope one day she will know that. I love her. I'm scared for the future.

I have been getting so many blessings lately. I know the Lord is mindful of me, but i still have this huge hole in my heart. I wish there was a plug i could put into it.